Warmth: I've Been Saving All My Summer's For You

Movies I need to watch:

12 Years a Slave (2013) - Steve McQueen

"In the antebellum United States, Solomon Northup, a free black man from upstate New York, is abducted and sold into slavery."

Dallas Buyers Club (2013) - Jean-Marc Vallée

"In 1985 Dallas, electrician and hustler Ron Woodroof works around the system to help AIDS patients get the medication they need after he is himself diagnosed with the disease."
Féminin/Féminin (2014) - Florence Gagnon, Chloé Robichaud

Couldn't find a synopsis or description on IMDb but based on the trailer, I think it's about lesbians in Quebec. It's a webseries, btw - link to both the trailer and the website are on the word 'trailer' lol
The Grand Budapest Hotel (and that other wes movie called the royal tenenbaums??) (2014) - Wes Anderson

"The adventures of Gustave H, a legendary concierge at a famous hotel from the fictional Republic of Zubrowka between the first and second World Wars, and Zero Moustafa, the lobby boy who becomes his most trusted friend."
La vie d’Adèle (Blue Is the Warmest Color) (2013) - Abdellatif Kechiche

"Adele's life is changed when she meets Emma, a young woman with blue hair, who will allow her to discover desire, to assert herself as a woman and as an adult. In front of others, Adele grows, seeks herself, loses herself and ultimately finds herself through love and loss."
Blue Valentine (2010) - Derek Cianfrance

"The film centers on a contemporary married couple, charting their evolution over a span of years by cross-cutting between time periods."

Mary and Max (2009) - Adam Elliot

"A tale of friendship between two unlikely pen pals: Mary, a lonely, eight-year-old girl living in the suburbs of Melbourne, and Max, a forty-four-year old, severely obese man living in New York."
I Killed My Mother (Ratings are okay but dude's cute, character's gay and I'm into that) (2009) - Xavier Dolan

"A semi-autobiographical story about Dolan as a young homosexual at odds with his mother."

Pierrot le Fou (not as keen but maaaaaaybe, idk, prolly not LOL) (1965) - Jean-Luc Godard

"Pierrot escapes his boring society and travels from Paris to the Mediterranean Sea with Marianne, a girl chased by hit-men from Algeria. They lead an unorthodox life, always on the run."
Lilya 4-Ever (2002) - Lukas Moodysson

"Sixteen-year-old Lilja and her only friend, the young boy Volodja, live in Estonia, fantasizing about a better life. One day, Lilja falls in love with Andrej, who is going to Sweden, and invites Lilja to come along and start a new life."
Christiane F. - Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo (1981) - Uli Edel

"This movie portrays the drug scene in Berlin in the 1970s, following tape recordings of Christiane F. 14-year-old Christiane who lives with her mother and little sister in a typical multi-story apartment building in Berlin. She's fascinated by 'The Sound', a new disco with the most modern equipment. Although legally she's too young, she asks a friend to take her. There, she meets Detlef, who's in a clique where everybody's on drugs. Step by step she gets drawn deeper into the scene."

The Secret World of Arrietty (2010) - Hiromasa Yonebayashi

"The Clock family are four-inch-tall people who live anonymously in another family's residence, borrowing simple items to make their home. Life changes for the Clocks when their daughter, Arrietty, is discovered."

Saint Young Men (2012-) - Hikaru Nakamura

"Jesus Christ and Gautama Buddha, the founders of Christianity and Buddhism respectively, are living together as roommates in an apartment in Tachikawa, Tokyo, while taking a vacation on Earth."

So if anybody wants to marathon any of these with me, let me know lol

Dear You,

Before I go on, I'd just like to clarify that I still consider us close friends and that there would be very few things that could come between us, but honestly, fuck you. What the fuck?

Get ready for some high-school drama because here it is:

I understand that you had to lie (a lot, btw) because your situation was better off quiet. And I'm glad you trusted me enough to even tell me at all. And really, it's not the act that's getting at me entirely - I do feel like an idiot and it does feel like shit but the worst, most terrible thing for me was that you didn't apologise? You didn't give a shit? What you did was understandable but fuck you for lying so fucking much and then feeling accomplished and smug after all was revealed because you so successfully kept things under wraps. Your partner in crime had the decency to apologise as soon as they could and you didn't and considering the person, that's saying something.

I am happy for you though and I understand that this shouldn't really be about me at all. But fuck you.

I'm a female rebel

Hunger of the Pine - alt-J

Can't stop listening to this!!! Maria showed it to me and I liked it because they used a Miley Cyrus sample which I thought was pretty sick. And then I downloaded their new album so I could study up in time for Field Day and rn it's on repeat and it's so soooothing. So good, have a listen.