I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU

But I am closer to feeling 22 :) Sooo, check out my week from wednesday til now:

WEDNESDAY: I turned eighteen!!! Okay, so I had uni, and LOL I was freaking out the day before because I thought I had TWO maths test but only one, thank gawd. Anyways, ew, work, and then I started my four hour break with emilyyy. We met at eastern avenue, I went to get food and celebratory easyway and then we ate under a tree at a park right next to the uni. And then we went to fisher library and Em went to class. That all happened and I did my test which was pretty easy up until the same point that I stopped at in the practice quiz hahaha.... Anyways, in Engo I talked to a friend I made weeks before and we talked about movies and we practically liked all the same movieesssss, ahhhhh. We could've talked foreverrrr. Anyways, after I left for central where I met my highschool friends. We all met at the krispy kreme in central station and left for Shinara! the place was aiight but food was sorta limited. Also, some bitch dick slutface decided to have a bday outing there too and he had cake and everything but all that didn't matter because all his friends looked like douchebags and skanks anyways and mine were perfect, so really, who's winning here? This bastard right here:

Anyways, we took the train back at like nine and headed straight for Richard's down in canley vale. The security guard was like you know the stuff you have won't suffice as valid id, and I was like, yes, i know, I understand, but then he was like, have one drink and that's it. And that's all I needed! So jess bought me my first drink and it was this:

It was a called something like a Lychee Cabeosco or something. Apparently it's hard to pronounce. Anyways, it tasted rubbery at first but when you eat the lychees and all it doesn't taste that bad. So yeah, I should stop leaving the best til last and enjoy everything at once - lesson learned, yesiree. Anyways, I got a little red. A bit. On my cheeks and forehead. LOL It looked like sunburn, I swear. Anyways, went to Andrew's place with Mai, Maria and Jess and I took my first shot - Black Label. Thank you, Andrew :) And yeah, lol, pretty much, I spilt half of my first one down my face and with more shots, my face got redder, and my face throbbed like a bitch but there was no pain. Anyways, slept like a baby with mai and drew. Okay, I don't think they slept, or at least drew didn't but you know. He drove me home in the morning and I went to uni. Andd theeennnn, uni uni uni, prac prac prac, LAWSON LOL Met Snezana at Notre Dame uni and we walked to central where we met Jess and ate hungry jacks then we went to THE METRO. I still didn't have valid id so they put a cross on my hand. It started off with Sinead Burgess and I cannot get Goodnight America out of my head. She was so pretty on stage and all you can think is lol, she must be so popular with boys :L Like seriously, she's a very gorgeous rocker chick who's in good shape. What's not to like. Anyways, the crowd standing in front of the stage were very still and I assumed at the time that it was because they were just waiting for lawson. But jess was jumping and we were standing behind the standing crowd so snez and I decided to jump too, which was fun. Sinead pointed at us and snez sent a tweet after they performed and Burgers retweeted snez :) And then after another wait, BAM LAWSON. They were pretty cool. I didn't know how their songs went which sucked but it was fun as! But the crowd was just standing like with Sinead and I was like whaaaat, guys, it's lawson. They're pretty rocky, why ain't you jumping, and I guess it just wasn't that type of audience. And lol, when we were jumping, I started thinking that maybe we looked like douchebags to the people behind us but then I remembered, hey, this is hella fun. Who the hell cares about those guys, they can stand all they want, Imma jump for Lawson, and for Lawson, I did jump :) I knew their popular songs which was cool. Oh, and they did this amazing cover of Don't You Worry, Child and it was so cool, and we were jumping with our hands up and it felt like we were in a club, and it was the bomb diggety. And from then, I vowed to go to every concert I could. I would not be bitter about missing out - I would go.

In fact, it's 4:45 am - 28/04/13. I am currently passing time until I have to leave to get driven to Canberra for 'Groovin the Moo' a concert sorta festival thing? at Canberra uni, featuring such artists as Flume and Tame Impala. I only know Flume but hell, he is goooood. Oh, I think the kooks will be there too. Aaaaanyways, can't wait, but I don't imagine jumping for some reason. The bands seem too mellow. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaanyways, I got a photo with Sinead Burgers, yaaayyy:

Jess, Snez and I talked to her. She's pretty cool. And if you watch videos from the night, you can see Jess' hands waving about in the air, and my head bobbing up and down :)

So guys, watch this video:




It's a monologue written and played by the same person and it's about this guy who falls in love with his best friend and doesn't quite know how to go about it. It's really good, guys, and I'm prolly being bias and all, but lol, he's right about a lot of stuff in the mono. I really liked the thing he said about how it wasn't that his bestie was a boy, it just happened to be that he was one too. That was a good line. Okay, lol, that's all. Also, it was shot in Syndey Grammar school which I think is pretty neat.

Ummm, there was more...

Oh! I've been listening to the new paramore album and I L-O-V-E, LOVE IT. I've been going from song to song, each one on repeat for a period of time and it's gone from Still Into You to Fast In My Car to Hate To See Your Heart Break to (One of Those) Crazy Girls. I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO CRAZY GIRLS, IT'S SO GOOD. IN FACT, IT WAS STUCK IN MY HEAD, AND I WANTED TO WRITE SO I DID AND:

Now I’m one of those crazy girls.

It’s been two years. My hair’s gone shorter now. The flowers have died and in these two years, I’ve been somewhat happy – but also somewhat sad. You were beauty and serenity, wrapped up in a ball. The most tragic sight I’ve ever seen and boy were you a sight. I couldn’t count the tears that gathered on your lashes, too fragile to fall, and as they swam right before your eyes, you stayed standing. You were perseverance upon a rocking world, a train so rickety – holding onto the bars, and taking me with you. It’s been two years and within these two years, the very flowers that you planted in my hair, and in the voids of my eye sockets – they died, but I still hold onto them. They crumble in my fists, and their dust rest on my woollen clothes and I can smell your skin still and I can feel the hairs on your forearms and I can hear your breath upon my ear and the subtle cries you whispered and it hurts. It hurts the way forever was seared into our hearts and it hurts the way your eyes, as blue as Bermuda, were lost in translation, and you were burnt out like a candle, so fragile and so wonderful and so vulnerable. I swear I’ll never love again.

If you’re not here when I break in,

I’m gonna go through your closet,

Just so I can smell your skin.

As the chemicals swim,

I know I’ll never love again,

I swear I’ll never love again.

My parts have nothing to do with the rest of the song but hahahah, I went on anyways. I posted it on my Writing's blog and it got two notes from my one follower :) [thank you, lyanna :L ] Check it out, if you like, here's a linky-dink. http://lonelyheartsandnebulas.tumblr.com/ Anyways, I've written more but it went into my ten days thing. If you want to see my writings and also to read lovely pieces from other bloggers that I adore, then please, visit. 

Also, SO EXCITED FOR THE GREAT GATSBY TO COME OUT. Did ya hear about the soundtrack??? LOL Of course you did, I mentioned it before. Ahhhh, so esciteeeee. Anyways, I'm off, night night, another time, au revoir.