Visions

Looking at all these notes online, I can see it all. I can see every mistake I made, every opportunity I missed and all the time that I wasted. I took what I had for granted and here I am. All this regret, all this self-hatred. I can see it all and yet, if I could redo it all, I know I'd make the same mistakes. I'd take second chances for granted, and be here now, blogging about how I could see it all - every mistake made, every opportunity missed, and all the time that was wasted.