the time is 11:20pm and i am at wlliams house
It started of t the librRY
yeah cambo temple maria is gorge and yeah
lub u long time
bye
go on marias blog
Saturday, 13 April 2013
No Diggity (jks i got plenty)
Hey tis maria here
the time is 11:20pm and i am at wlliams house
It started of t the librRY
yeah cambo temple maria is gorge and yeah
the time is 11:20pm and i am at wlliams house
It started of t the librRY
yeah cambo temple maria is gorge and yeah
Friday, 12 April 2013
Marceline,
is it just you and me in the wreckage of the world?
Hey there, guys, an update. Soooo, yesterday - stupidest thing, my lab partner was away so I was left juggling a syringe, a vacuum pump and a timer. Didn't work out. But that's life. Also, I was last to leave in my group and so I had nobody to follow out of the lab so I kept on going in circles, in between the labs and I found out the exit was in the room I did the prac in....
Anyways, afterwards, I went home with Maria and we saw an ex-canley student who told us about his life and then she came to my house where she attempted to study and I wrote haikus in her little haiku book. That was a nice end to a day that started off wonky.
Anyways, today I went to livo with Jessica and I bought presents for em and maria. I hope they like them. Also, we encountered some seedy-ass asians.
Anyways, I keep blagging but there ain't nothing to talk about. And you guys, that video I mentioned - haven't started editing at all. Nothing. I am sorry but this who I am. Oh well, moving on.
So during a break for uni I scribbled about my life so far. And upon re-reading what I wrote, it was terrible; holy moley, it was bad. But this was what it was basically about:
"And it's lonely, a solitude I can't quite throw away. I'm stuck on repeat, bathing in the warmth of your beauty, but still - stuck. I'm immobilised and we all know that that's not healthy. Nothing beautiful is safe haven."
I'm going to see Lawson on the coming thursday, and I'm downloading their album right now. Well, actually, I'm torrenting other stuff and it's in a queue. BUT SOON. Ummmmm, hm. Ooh, Jessie said "You should try a lychee bliss." I shall try a Lychee Bliss. Gon' look it up now, actually.
Okay, so no hits for lychee bliss, but look a martini:
Apparently it's like heated water + sugar and like purée-d lychees.
Oh, I marked like one gothic story with jess for her tutoring gig. LOL one girl was pretty much a twilight fan and she wrote about a vampire lover and what not, and she ended a paragraph like
"The process was so fast that I didn't even have time to blink. That was because I was dead."
LOL oh my god, just, wow, it was jsut there :L It made me laugh. Little kids are so cute and imaginitive with murder too. It's adorbs.
Anyways, what elseeeeeee. Hm. Erm. Yeah, that's it :L I have nothing more. Sorry if these posts are boring but it is what it is.
Hey there, guys, an update. Soooo, yesterday - stupidest thing, my lab partner was away so I was left juggling a syringe, a vacuum pump and a timer. Didn't work out. But that's life. Also, I was last to leave in my group and so I had nobody to follow out of the lab so I kept on going in circles, in between the labs and I found out the exit was in the room I did the prac in....
Anyways, afterwards, I went home with Maria and we saw an ex-canley student who told us about his life and then she came to my house where she attempted to study and I wrote haikus in her little haiku book. That was a nice end to a day that started off wonky.
Anyways, today I went to livo with Jessica and I bought presents for em and maria. I hope they like them. Also, we encountered some seedy-ass asians.
Anyways, I keep blagging but there ain't nothing to talk about. And you guys, that video I mentioned - haven't started editing at all. Nothing. I am sorry but this who I am. Oh well, moving on.
So during a break for uni I scribbled about my life so far. And upon re-reading what I wrote, it was terrible; holy moley, it was bad. But this was what it was basically about:
"And it's lonely, a solitude I can't quite throw away. I'm stuck on repeat, bathing in the warmth of your beauty, but still - stuck. I'm immobilised and we all know that that's not healthy. Nothing beautiful is safe haven."
I'm going to see Lawson on the coming thursday, and I'm downloading their album right now. Well, actually, I'm torrenting other stuff and it's in a queue. BUT SOON. Ummmmm, hm. Ooh, Jessie said "You should try a lychee bliss." I shall try a Lychee Bliss. Gon' look it up now, actually.
Okay, so no hits for lychee bliss, but look a martini:
Apparently it's like heated water + sugar and like purée-d lychees.
Oh, I marked like one gothic story with jess for her tutoring gig. LOL one girl was pretty much a twilight fan and she wrote about a vampire lover and what not, and she ended a paragraph like
"The process was so fast that I didn't even have time to blink. That was because I was dead."
LOL oh my god, just, wow, it was jsut there :L It made me laugh. Little kids are so cute and imaginitive with murder too. It's adorbs.
Anyways, what elseeeeeee. Hm. Erm. Yeah, that's it :L I have nothing more. Sorry if these posts are boring but it is what it is.
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
I SHOULD BE OVER ALL THE BUTTERFLIES
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
Hello, boys, and hello, girls, welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome.... Yeah, lol, I'm just stupid-bored tonight and I should be doing my pre-lab quiz or getting at least a little bit ready for my chem quiz tomorrow but let's have a very healthy distraction. Okay, so what to talk about. I cannot stop listening to Still Into You by Paramore from their new album. It's so funky and fun and catchy, I love it.
Not a day goes by that I'm NOT INTOO YOUUUUUUUU. I love that part. Love it.
Anyways, engo sucks sucks sucks. I hate being tested on what I'm learning because all tests do is show me that I ain't learning a darn thing. Ugh. Moving on.
And after all this time, I'm still into you.
Let's have a poem.
I've been weighing the two possibilities in my head,
Over and over, inside and out.
And I've come to three conclusions.
I miss you; kinda like how the ocean misses the sky.
I loathe you; like black licorice.
And the third conclusion involved the secret,
the one that you and I had kept, between secret smiles,
And secret stares, we kept it in,
And held it in our own little jewellery boxes,
Pasts drawn, like blinds and curtains,
Maps and art.
I tied a rope around your waist and you promised to tug,
When you were done and ready to come home.
But I've been tempted, and I've been wanting,
To drag my body, to pull against the rope, to find myself and bring it,
To you. And I did. But all through the time I dragged our love,
And only found myself carrying rope.
And so, after careful decision-making, I chose to stay.
And in these years, I've held my ground, but so did
You.
Just spillin', nothing authentic :L No paramours or flames or flings, just stringing words together, hahaha, I wonder what it's like to be loved... After re-reading that poem, I've come to two conclusions: I miss writing & I wish I wrote nicer =='
Dear Maria, this is me mentioning you on my blog.
I've more to say but I'm too lazy to say it. Everybody's giving the new bioshock game rave reviews so I really want to try it. Also, my birthday is in a week. I'm thinking gay bar on the Wednesday night, then Lawson the night after with Snez and Jess and then on the weekends, I take me first shots in the face. Hahaha, I'm gonna get shot-faced lolololol Get itttt??? Anyways,
I need to learn about a prac about gases. Jokes, gonna do that in the learning hub tomorrow.
You're as beautiful as daylight, but as terrifying also.
Goodnight, my dear deer readers. Au revoir.
Hello, boys, and hello, girls, welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome.... Yeah, lol, I'm just stupid-bored tonight and I should be doing my pre-lab quiz or getting at least a little bit ready for my chem quiz tomorrow but let's have a very healthy distraction. Okay, so what to talk about. I cannot stop listening to Still Into You by Paramore from their new album. It's so funky and fun and catchy, I love it.
Not a day goes by that I'm NOT INTOO YOUUUUUUUU. I love that part. Love it.
Anyways, engo sucks sucks sucks. I hate being tested on what I'm learning because all tests do is show me that I ain't learning a darn thing. Ugh. Moving on.
And after all this time, I'm still into you.
Let's have a poem.
I've been weighing the two possibilities in my head,
Over and over, inside and out.
And I've come to three conclusions.
I miss you; kinda like how the ocean misses the sky.
I loathe you; like black licorice.
And the third conclusion involved the secret,
the one that you and I had kept, between secret smiles,
And secret stares, we kept it in,
And held it in our own little jewellery boxes,
Pasts drawn, like blinds and curtains,
Maps and art.
I tied a rope around your waist and you promised to tug,
When you were done and ready to come home.
But I've been tempted, and I've been wanting,
To drag my body, to pull against the rope, to find myself and bring it,
To you. And I did. But all through the time I dragged our love,
And only found myself carrying rope.
And so, after careful decision-making, I chose to stay.
And in these years, I've held my ground, but so did
You.
- Waiting for Rose Petals.
Just spillin', nothing authentic :L No paramours or flames or flings, just stringing words together, hahaha, I wonder what it's like to be loved... After re-reading that poem, I've come to two conclusions: I miss writing & I wish I wrote nicer =='
Dear Maria, this is me mentioning you on my blog.
I've more to say but I'm too lazy to say it. Everybody's giving the new bioshock game rave reviews so I really want to try it. Also, my birthday is in a week. I'm thinking gay bar on the Wednesday night, then Lawson the night after with Snez and Jess and then on the weekends, I take me first shots in the face. Hahaha, I'm gonna get shot-faced lolololol Get itttt??? Anyways,
I need to learn about a prac about gases. Jokes, gonna do that in the learning hub tomorrow.
You're as beautiful as daylight, but as terrifying also.
Goodnight, my dear deer readers. Au revoir.
Monday, 8 April 2013
So, uh, I thoughtI'd have some fun and copy em and jess. Here goes:
100 BEAUTIFUL TRUTHS
Things in quotation marks are Emily Tea's answers, since I copied and pasted this thing from her blog. She had quite a few good answers.
1. Last beverage: Thai Milk Tea, tastes weird but lovely.
2. Last phone call: E who I think was calling about coming over with the crew.
3. Last text message: Julie Nguyen. LOL, I forgot to add her new number to my contacts list and I asked if she was kanike (I think that's how you spell it, pronounced kah-nee-kay) and she was like who or what is a kanike, and I imagined her just saying kanike like kah-nyk, hahahaha ...
4. Last song you listened to: Dog Days Are Over - Florence and the Machine. Listening to it now, actually.
5. Last time you cried: hahaha, I don't remember but it was less than a year ago. I don't even remember what it was about but it was too much crying to deem myself a man and I apologise sincerely, mr man of all men. Praise.
6. Dated someone twice: HAHAHHA NOT EVEN ONCE.
7. Been cheated on: HAHAHAHA I'M SO SINGLE
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: OH GOD I'M SO ALONE
9. Lost someone special: Aw, not quite, no.
10. Been depressed: "Yes, emotionally not disorderly" - Emily Tea, I think I can agree. Okay, depressed sounds like a bit much but I've been sadder than usual.
11. Been drunk and threw up: That shall be for the 17th of April.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Yellow
13. Aqua-ish. Kinda more green than blue. ...
14. Red
14b. Navy - so subtly beautiful
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2013)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Nope
17. Laughed until you cried: Nah, don't really do. Wish I did but oh well.
18. Met someone who changed you: Uhh, she helped me through uni. :L Okay, that doesn't really count so no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Well, I kinda already knew who they were.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No, but I'd be lying if I didn't always think people were.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: LOL nah, mate.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: What's a friends list? Like in facebook? Because if so then I've met them all before.
23. How many kids do you want: 2, a boy and maaaaaaaaybe a girl but I like the sound of just a boy :L Maybe two boys, who knows. LOL I was thinking the other day about half-cast kids and I was like I wanna make babies with a white man to make an asian-white child but that's not how it works in the gay world. I really want a kid with both our features but oh well, it's not meant to be. Not yet, at least.
24. Do you have any pets: Two.
25. Do you want to change your name: No. If anyhting, I'd change my alst name ifffff I marry a man with a lovely last name like Meadows :L
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I don't remember if it was my last birthday, but I spent it at a park for the five-way april bday. That was fun, even though only 4/5 of the people being celebrated went :L
27. What time did you wake up today: Around 7:15 :L Was supposed to wake up at 6 but you know how it is..... Ooh, I learned how to say the time in German today. I woke up at viertal nach sieben.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping like a babe.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FINDING A BOY TO LOVE. HOPEFULLY IT HAPPENS THIS YEAR LOL I AM SO ALONE................. and desperate, it seems.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: "Staring at her now" Emily, you creep, she's your own mother. Also, I saw her when I got home which was about half an hour ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could say hi to people easlier and be more attractive and outgoing and cool and screw one thing, there's a lot to improve.
32. What are you listening to right now: Telephone by gaga and beyonce :L
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I had a tutor named tom but now that I think about it I don't remember asking him questions or speaking a word to him. Oh, and my year six teacher was named Tom so yes I guess.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: "Jess makes a good point; myself." Whoaa, you guys, so deep, like the ocean. I guess I agree.
35. Most visited webpage: Tumblr and fb hahaha
36. Whats your real name : On me birth certificate it's Cong Hien William Tran. But that soon will change.
37. Nicknames: Bobina, Trab, Bobby, Bobs, Boobs, Willy.
38. Relationship Status: Completely alone....
39. Zodiac sign: Aries
40. Male or female: Male
41. Primary School: "Lansvale P.S"
42. Secondary School: "Canley Vale H.S"
43. University/College : "USYD" Wow, em, all the way through.
44. Hair colour: Black as night.
45. Long or short: Shortish, but defos not short, you know?
46. Height: Errrrr, 70's, somewhere... Too lazy to get up an check :L
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah, baby, but he's out of reach.
48: What do you like about yourself: I've no idea, I'm naming htings in my head but I either sound like a douchebag or I'm just proud of something that isn't all that much... So, let's leave this out.
49. Piercing: No sirree. My mum wanted to get my ear pierced for my 18th but my father was like nooo nooo noooo (like amy winehouse)
50. Tattoos: Nope
51. Righty or lefty: Mighty Righty, Righty Tighty.
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: None that I am aware of...
53. First piercing: Nope.
54. First best friend: Sean Nguyen?
55. First sport you joined: Soccer? LOL Wasn't good at it but oh well.
56. First vacation: Vietnam.
58. First pair of trainers: I don't even know. I think they were black and white...
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing right now.
60. Drinking: Na-da.
61. I'm about to: LOL, nothing planned. Maybe run... or tumblr...
62. Listening to: Die Young - Ke$ha.
63. Waiting for: 17th of Aprilllll.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Plural, maybe, but definitely at least one beautiful little boy.
65. Get married: Mhmm. If Australia doesn't allow it when I want to I'm outta here. Soz Australia, but why are you even debating it.
66. Career: Screenwriting preferably but by the looks of it, biomed engineer... As for what field, tissue engineering looks cool.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes, baby, I will make out with your sockets all night long.
68. Hugs or kisses: Although I have yet to experience it, kisses sound lovely :L
69. Shorter or taller: I used to like shorter boys but I met and fell in love with a tall boy, sooo....
70. Older or Younger: My age, if anything :L But if I had to choose, older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: There can only be one or the other?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: "Both :(" Hahaha
73. Sensitive or loud: "Neither :(" LOL oh my god, these answers are gold.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship but at least a few hook-ups, don't want a r-ship only life.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: :((( Why must you mock me.
77. Drank hard liquor: Not even soft liqour. No wait, I had apple cider once. ...
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes, I lost a contact during formal :L As for glasses, I've only ever broken them...
79. Had sex on the first date: ....
80. Broken someone's heart: ..........
82. Been arrested: Not yet. Yeah that's right babes, I'm almost bad.
83. Turned someone down: Nup.
84. Cried when someone died: No, not quite...
85. Fallen for a friend: Ahaha, not sure if we were friends at that point but yes, I guess.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : If I did I wouldn't be who I am right now.
87. Miracles: I want to.
88. Love at first sight: Yeah, actually :L
89. Heaven: It'd be a nice thing but no. I've always believed that we just stop thinking. We cease to exist once we breathe our last breath.
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Yeah, sure, if you haven't run off yet.
92. Angels: LOL I believe that people can resemble them.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY (have I not been the whole time?):
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: More than, hahahha, ONE HAHAHAHAH
95. Did you sing today: Not out loud, but that will change soon.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Nobody to cheat on. Not that I would.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Ooh, tough, friday so I could study German earlier :L I don’t want the pressure of going back further. Then again I don’t want the pressure of going back at all.
98. The moment you would choose to relive: Awww man, I don't know. The anchor? That was beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: No, just afraid of falling out of it in the most miserable way possible.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No, don't see why I would be.
Friday, 5 April 2013
You make me feeel likkeeee I've been locked out of heaveeeennn
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
This is Emily speaking. Emily Tea. I'm currently at Bobina's house and he told me blog on his account so.. why not LOL But I was planning to blog about my birthday but I guess I'll find another time to do it.
I'll explain my day.
So I got back into the routine of doing my work (oh yeah, I wasn't meant to talk about uni because you know, I hate it that much but since it's not on my account, I'll do it here, so it's forever written on this blog!!!!) and it was so hard. I tend to wake up at 8am. No matter what time I fall asleep whether it's like 1am, I always wake up at 8. I'm glad I do so I don't waste the entire day doing nothing. Anyways my routine is like this
Sorry it ain't all about youu
Hey Maria and Andrew, you guys just arrived.
Yeah, now I'm at your house relaxing because I am stressed. I always am. Sometimes I think I'm pushing myself too much to get things done very quickly when I do have the time to do it. Maybe I'm just crazy.
That's why I like spending time with you guys because you guys make me happy. When you call me out, I love it. I've always dreamed of having like a group of friends who casually hang out whenever like the kids in the OC or 90210 except that we aren't that rich.. but we still have fun hanging out at peoples houses. I'm thankful for you guys. Wow feeling a bit emotional here... nahh.. well... :)
I'm gonna head back and face you guys. Bye
This is Emily speaking. Emily Tea. I'm currently at Bobina's house and he told me blog on his account so.. why not LOL But I was planning to blog about my birthday but I guess I'll find another time to do it.
I'll explain my day.
So I got back into the routine of doing my work (oh yeah, I wasn't meant to talk about uni because you know, I hate it that much but since it's not on my account, I'll do it here, so it's forever written on this blog!!!!) and it was so hard. I tend to wake up at 8am. No matter what time I fall asleep whether it's like 1am, I always wake up at 8. I'm glad I do so I don't waste the entire day doing nothing. Anyways my routine is like this
- Wake up at 8
- sit in bed for 30 mins
- brush my teeth
- go downstairs and make my breakfast and tea
- sit and watch tv or browse through phone > whatsapp, twitter, instagram, facebook. Yes, in that order.
- I take about an hour or 2 to settle down, hence why I wake up 8am
- it gets around 10am and I'm thinking to myself, it's getting a bit late in the morning LOL Time to get my stuff done
- 10am...... still on the couch with my phone
- 10.30... slowly getting up
- 11am... in my room sitting on my bed
- 11.10... get my stuff out and start doing something
- til 5pm... during this time I'm on my phone too checking whatsapp constantly. I.am.obsessed.
- 5.30 shower + dinner all the way to 7.30
- 7.30- watch MKR or something
- Basically I purposely waste time to avoid work and I feel absolute horrible at the end of the night and tell myself, you'll do it tomorrow but nope, the same thing happens every day.
- this is where my stress comes from
- and my work never runs out which sucks
Sorry it ain't all about youu
Hey Maria and Andrew, you guys just arrived.
Yeah, now I'm at your house relaxing because I am stressed. I always am. Sometimes I think I'm pushing myself too much to get things done very quickly when I do have the time to do it. Maybe I'm just crazy.
That's why I like spending time with you guys because you guys make me happy. When you call me out, I love it. I've always dreamed of having like a group of friends who casually hang out whenever like the kids in the OC or 90210 except that we aren't that rich.. but we still have fun hanging out at peoples houses. I'm thankful for you guys. Wow feeling a bit emotional here... nahh.. well... :)
I'm gonna head back and face you guys. Bye
Let's blog, jetstar
So what has been happening in my life?
- Uni makes me feel lonely and incompetent but I am making a few friends and they're lovely and helpful and they make the place a bit more bearable - they're just not in my classes.
- I've been kinda hating myself for killing my own dream and it hurts and it makes me sad and I'm losing myself in this course, on this road. I don't hate biomed or anything, i just hate myself for letting it all fall apart.
- All in all, uni is a bit depressing and I've lost that attitude of just being happy and not letting sadness control me and I'm sad I'm sad I'm sad. I think everybody's in this state of sadness too, about uni, or that's what it seems like. Uni was definitely overhyped but there's got to be a reason people talk about it like it's pretty dang cool. It's coming, it should be. It's not here yet but it's on its way.
- In other news, I met a boy and I fell in love but he's way out of my league and straight-as, most probably and this is the same thing, a segment of my life on repeat. And the other night, it actually hurt. It sank me, the whole situation. But it's life, all the boys you meet will be straight, William It's a good thing because if the majority of people were gay, the human race would just be ripe for extinction. Ugh, boys.
- I've also been missing my hs friends like crazy. I mean, I've hung onto my kik group, thank god, but there are still people who are slowly disappearing in my life and it pains me. I remember thinking it was the little friendships that I made that would suck to miss, but it was the big ones. Mainly Mai because she was so reliable and lovely and wonderful and now I don't see her as much and i sit next to empty chairs and I feel so alone. She was a good friend and I knew that but I should've known it more.
- Maria and Em turned 18 the other day and it was nice to see them have fun and fly through the transition on drunken wings (even though I saw neither of them on my birthday :S) It was a fun party, yessirree.
- I also went on the VSA RGB cruise and that was aiight. It would've been nicer to be tipsy but oh well. I wish I was super confident and bubbly and lovable and also good-looking enough to turn straight boys into the other direction. But we can't ask for everything, hahaha...
- Sorry that this post is kinda down.
- I should reaaaaally start studying for German, my test is in two days and I had like two weeks to study but my god, I kept going out and ugh, I suckkk.
- Okay, let's lighten the mood, yo, let's get a shot of happy up in this bitch.
- So like, Eet by Regina Spektor was playing and I just got this strong-ass feeling of nostalgia. It was mighty powerful. Don't know why, but it was wonderful, and I remembered how important Spektor was to me.
- Also, Florence and the Machine and Lana Del Rey are making songs for the new Gatsby movie and they were in the same trailer and somebody finally put them together. It's strange but I feel as if the two have a strange connection. Like their music belong in the same cluster. I remember making a list of born to die songs with ceremonials songs and it was gooood. I made the list because I was just listening to those songs at the time, but then I found things like top YouTube comments that read "FLORENCE & LANA" on videos strictly about Florence and it was like there were other people out there, many of them, that felt the same. I wonder what a collaboration would be like. It'd prolly be weird and maybe bad but who knows.
- I also thought back to the day Drew, Jess and I went to Shelley beach and climbed rocks and took photos. Those were nice photos and it was a nice day. It was pretty rad.
- Okay, that's it. That's all I really have to offer right now. Bye.
Tuesday, 26 March 2013
A compilation of unpublished posts
So, er, I have had a lot of unpublished posts and LOL the posts were fine I just got super-lazy midway and never got back to them. So, here they are :L Also, about my past life, which I know you guys are devoted to and want to hear everything about because it's like watching childbirth - I am in the midst of making a video. I mean, I'm still filming and I could stop filming right now and make the video but I'm v lazy. I'd say I'm busy with uni but we all know that's a lie. Hopefully it works out but if not oh well. Anyways, here is an extract from a post I titled 'Love', probably from late 2011.
"It's nice. You're nice. But you're not the one for me. I seem to freak out when i see you. i get really happy. LOL, that sounds wrong. But, I do. I smile, it's awkward. I'm awkward. I wonder what true love feels like. It sounds like it can cause a heart attack. It sounds beautiful. I hope i get to feel it one day. Fingers crossed."
Dream Man. .. Hehe, that kinda sounds like Dreamin: "As if the only way I'd ever get my dream man would be if I was dreaming him :\ LOL But anyway, he'd be a businessman. Or he'd have a really cool job where he'd come home in a business suit. LOL. He also has to have really nice eyes, that aren't too weird. Like, weird eye colours are cool and unique and all, but I just want to stare into something normal :L :\ He also has to be white. White and tall. White and tall and cute. ... And muscular. Lean, not bulky. He also needs them cute boy qualities :L Like those adorable things that boys do. ... You know? OH MY GOD LOL I remember when danny nguyen was making a card for Collin Ngauv. He printed out a card from publisher or something, went around with a normal blue ball pen and asked everybody to sign it. I found it adorable because it's so ugly compared to girls' cards. Like the big store-bought ones with the colourful gel pens :L Okay, LOL. Well I found the little notion cute so, like, whatevs :L Anywho, he must also have a musical talent. And be able to cook. And have nice hair. Hair is good. Oh, and a tattoo. LOL I really like those like tattoo arm band things that go around the bicep. Especially on big arms. OH, LOL, if he can't get all the muscles, then I'll settle with pecs and biceps. And thigh muscle. .... and abular muscles :L LOL"
Father, father, something, something.:
"Hey, guys! So guess what. I think it's about time we have that talk. Yes. That's right. I'm in my father phase again. Lol, hahaha, I almost spelt phase as fase. Anywho, so I was thinking about the future, yeah, and I started to think about my home life. My lovely, adorable, super-cool husband and my kid. lol. And I thought about the role I would play for my kid. I always thought I'd be the motherly one because if I taught him how to catch or pick up girls, he'd grow up without any skills and completely alone. But, hey, I say, why? Why just one role. I can be the girl in the tortilla ad and go with both. I mean, I can half half it and so can my man.
Okay, so these were my thoughts, yeah?
If it were a boy, I'd probably be the kind of dad to embarrass him, or I'd constantly tell him he was my sunshine and stuff like that. Like, if he were to get a girlfriend, I'd say to her,"Oh honey, you're too pretty for him" or "Run now. He's not all that." LOL It'd be an asshole thing to do, but hey. I'm an asshole dad, son, it's just how it is.
Wow, I just had a massive nose bleed. Well, not massive. But it dripped out of my nose very quickly and gosh, now there's a cool blood stain on my shirt. Yeah. Good times.
Anywho,- Wait. Goddammit. This shirt was my thursday and friday shirt. Now that it has blood on it, I have to wash it after only one day! What a waste of a shirt. Now my mum has to clean three shirts, ugh. Darn.
Aaaaanywho, I'd leave notes in my sons bag for school, like stay cool, throw your rubbish into the bin, not at other people, don't talk to strangers and crap like that. I'd teach him to be chivalrous but not to be arrogant, conceited or snobby. No matter how rich and famous our family is :L
Wait, does blood wash out? I really hope blood washes out. But, then again, our highschool lives are ending. I guess I won't need so many shirts anymore. ... :'(
Anywho, I'd get maria to hang out with him so he has some sort of a mother figure. But she'd probably have her own spawns to deal with soooo... And I also hope that me and Maria's sense of humour rubs off on him. That'd be cool.
Buuut, if it were a gal, things would go a little like this:
We would be best friends. We'd talk about everything, school, boys, music, life, the future, grown-up stuff, boys again, books, movies, everything! I'd be my daughter's gay best friend. You know what, I'd probably be the mum. Yup LOL Except, I'd get parenting tips from Jessie. And I'll keep her away from Maria, because one Maria to deal with is already too much. But I don't want a daughther because they have mood swings and bras and there are a lot of creep-ass guys out there and LOL I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THAT. And I would not know how to deal with the blood dripping out of their nether-regions. Is that how you spell it? Nether-regions? Is it like Netherlands or Neverlands. It must suck to have periods, ahhh, being a boy is so easy. Anyways, I'd get her to learn piano or the violin. I don't know if at a very young age though, because I have a feeling that if I do that, they'd grow up to brag about their musical talent and nobody wants a douchebag kid. LOL, my child's not even existing yet and I'm already judging it. Oh, but I remember that phase I had where I was really worried about my inability to raise a baby because not being a woman or being married to one, I wouldn't be able to hear my kid's crying in the night time. That made me sad for a while but now it's more of, move, I'm gettting a child off the black market sorta thing."
And LOL, I haven't blagged in a while.: " "
That was it. My title was I haven't blagged in a while and the post was blank :L It was like I acknowledged that I hadn't made a post in quite a long time, and then kept it that way :L
And there are other drafts just like it like Mega Post, So I guess it's 2012. and Let Me Tell You About My Past Five Minutes :) I wonder what happened in those five minutes :L
And there was one that was titled Oh, the week I've had [and even the days before it] and it was just
"wasn't that interesting. BUT I SHALL TALK ABOUT IT ANYWHO!
Okay, so, "
That was it. LOL I wonder what I was gonna talk about. WHAT WAS HAPPENING??
Okay, those were my interesting drafts, kk, bye now, hope you enjoyed, stay tuned for like... something.. hopefully :L ALSO STRIKE TODAY SO I DON'T HAVE UNI UNTIL FOUR, I LOVE IT AHH.
"It's nice. You're nice. But you're not the one for me. I seem to freak out when i see you. i get really happy. LOL, that sounds wrong. But, I do. I smile, it's awkward. I'm awkward. I wonder what true love feels like. It sounds like it can cause a heart attack. It sounds beautiful. I hope i get to feel it one day. Fingers crossed."
Dream Man. .. Hehe, that kinda sounds like Dreamin: "As if the only way I'd ever get my dream man would be if I was dreaming him :\ LOL But anyway, he'd be a businessman. Or he'd have a really cool job where he'd come home in a business suit. LOL. He also has to have really nice eyes, that aren't too weird. Like, weird eye colours are cool and unique and all, but I just want to stare into something normal :L :\ He also has to be white. White and tall. White and tall and cute. ... And muscular. Lean, not bulky. He also needs them cute boy qualities :L Like those adorable things that boys do. ... You know? OH MY GOD LOL I remember when danny nguyen was making a card for Collin Ngauv. He printed out a card from publisher or something, went around with a normal blue ball pen and asked everybody to sign it. I found it adorable because it's so ugly compared to girls' cards. Like the big store-bought ones with the colourful gel pens :L Okay, LOL. Well I found the little notion cute so, like, whatevs :L Anywho, he must also have a musical talent. And be able to cook. And have nice hair. Hair is good. Oh, and a tattoo. LOL I really like those like tattoo arm band things that go around the bicep. Especially on big arms. OH, LOL, if he can't get all the muscles, then I'll settle with pecs and biceps. And thigh muscle. .... and abular muscles :L LOL"
Father, father, something, something.:
"Hey, guys! So guess what. I think it's about time we have that talk. Yes. That's right. I'm in my father phase again. Lol, hahaha, I almost spelt phase as fase. Anywho, so I was thinking about the future, yeah, and I started to think about my home life. My lovely, adorable, super-cool husband and my kid. lol. And I thought about the role I would play for my kid. I always thought I'd be the motherly one because if I taught him how to catch or pick up girls, he'd grow up without any skills and completely alone. But, hey, I say, why? Why just one role. I can be the girl in the tortilla ad and go with both. I mean, I can half half it and so can my man.
Okay, so these were my thoughts, yeah?
If it were a boy, I'd probably be the kind of dad to embarrass him, or I'd constantly tell him he was my sunshine and stuff like that. Like, if he were to get a girlfriend, I'd say to her,"Oh honey, you're too pretty for him" or "Run now. He's not all that." LOL It'd be an asshole thing to do, but hey. I'm an asshole dad, son, it's just how it is.
Wow, I just had a massive nose bleed. Well, not massive. But it dripped out of my nose very quickly and gosh, now there's a cool blood stain on my shirt. Yeah. Good times.
Anywho,- Wait. Goddammit. This shirt was my thursday and friday shirt. Now that it has blood on it, I have to wash it after only one day! What a waste of a shirt. Now my mum has to clean three shirts, ugh. Darn.
Aaaaanywho, I'd leave notes in my sons bag for school, like stay cool, throw your rubbish into the bin, not at other people, don't talk to strangers and crap like that. I'd teach him to be chivalrous but not to be arrogant, conceited or snobby. No matter how rich and famous our family is :L
Wait, does blood wash out? I really hope blood washes out. But, then again, our highschool lives are ending. I guess I won't need so many shirts anymore. ... :'(
Anywho, I'd get maria to hang out with him so he has some sort of a mother figure. But she'd probably have her own spawns to deal with soooo... And I also hope that me and Maria's sense of humour rubs off on him. That'd be cool.
Buuut, if it were a gal, things would go a little like this:
We would be best friends. We'd talk about everything, school, boys, music, life, the future, grown-up stuff, boys again, books, movies, everything! I'd be my daughter's gay best friend. You know what, I'd probably be the mum. Yup LOL Except, I'd get parenting tips from Jessie. And I'll keep her away from Maria, because one Maria to deal with is already too much. But I don't want a daughther because they have mood swings and bras and there are a lot of creep-ass guys out there and LOL I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THAT. And I would not know how to deal with the blood dripping out of their nether-regions. Is that how you spell it? Nether-regions? Is it like Netherlands or Neverlands. It must suck to have periods, ahhh, being a boy is so easy. Anyways, I'd get her to learn piano or the violin. I don't know if at a very young age though, because I have a feeling that if I do that, they'd grow up to brag about their musical talent and nobody wants a douchebag kid. LOL, my child's not even existing yet and I'm already judging it. Oh, but I remember that phase I had where I was really worried about my inability to raise a baby because not being a woman or being married to one, I wouldn't be able to hear my kid's crying in the night time. That made me sad for a while but now it's more of, move, I'm gettting a child off the black market sorta thing."
And LOL, I haven't blagged in a while.: " "
That was it. My title was I haven't blagged in a while and the post was blank :L It was like I acknowledged that I hadn't made a post in quite a long time, and then kept it that way :L
And there are other drafts just like it like Mega Post, So I guess it's 2012. and Let Me Tell You About My Past Five Minutes :) I wonder what happened in those five minutes :L
And there was one that was titled Oh, the week I've had [and even the days before it] and it was just
"wasn't that interesting. BUT I SHALL TALK ABOUT IT ANYWHO!
Okay, so, "
That was it. LOL I wonder what I was gonna talk about. WHAT WAS HAPPENING??
Okay, those were my interesting drafts, kk, bye now, hope you enjoyed, stay tuned for like... something.. hopefully :L ALSO STRIKE TODAY SO I DON'T HAVE UNI UNTIL FOUR, I LOVE IT AHH.
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